* lawrence and alicia *

Friday, May 23, 2008

Its been 7mth+ since I become a mother..

To be honest, I m still not quite getting used to be one.. Looking at my boy, I feel guilty for not being a good mummy.. Cos somehow inside me, I feel tired, frustrate and I complain alot.. Esp during the period when he fell sick, almost every feed, he will merlion out everywhere, our bed, on the floor, his clothes and ours... And yes, he CRY alot.. My mum always scold me for not able to take enough hardship as she did during her time.. Where she had to take care of my sis and bro aged only 1yr apart when they were babies.. She said I m more fortunate cos I got a husband who helps (my dad is a mcp who dun believe in sharing hsehold chores)...

I admit I m a little impatient at times when taking care of my little one and I feel terribly sorry for him having a lousy mummy.. Sighzz.. Sometimes I miss the days when I can sleep thruout the nite and watch tv without any worries.. :P But some things has to sacrifice when we become parent..

Anyway few days ago, I cried.. The tv programme on ch 8, 9pm show remind me of my late brother.. I really really miss him very much.. If one can really turn back the clock, I will luv him and care for him more.. I will never say no to him.. I miss the days we chit chatted in the mid of nite and shake my sis's bed when she snored so loudly.. I miss the days we ride bicycle and play lion dances using blanket together..

Gorr, wherever u r, I wana tell u, I will never ever forget u as my bro and I will tell my son he has a uncle in the heaven...... May u stay happy and forget all the unhappiness and be peaceful and blissful... I luv u, GOR..

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Lawrence and Alicia winks
at |10:26 AM|

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*The Husband *

:: Lawrence Teo ::
:: 35 yrs old ::
:: DOB: 05 Dec 1974 ::
:: Dialect: Hokkien ::
:: Home town: Sengkang ::

*He Loves *

:: Alicia, his dear ::
:: his family ::
:: Food ::
:: Sleep ::

*His Favourite Food *

:: BBQ Chicken wings ::
:: Shark fin soup ::
:: BBQ Stingray ::

*His Wishlist *

~~:: a lovely wife ::~~
~~:: a lovely gf ::~~
:: ~~a lovely son~~ & daughter ::
~~:: a lovely family ::~~
~~:: a AXIO ::~~
~~:: Lasik ::~~
~~:: Nintendo Wii::~~
~~:: SONY PSP ::~~
~~:: CANON DSC ::~~

*The Wife *

:: Alicia Lim ::
:: 31 yrs old ::
:: DOB: 06 June 1978 ::
:: Dialect: Hokkien ::
:: Home town: Sengkang ::

*She Loves *

:: lawrence, her dear ::
:: shopping & buy things ::
:: reading interesting blogs ::
:: surfing SgMotherhood forum ::

*Her Favourite Food *

:: satay ::
:: stingray ::
:: any flavour of chicken breast ::
:: sushi ::

*Her Wishlist *

:: slim down ::
~~:: be a pretty bride ::~~
~~:: authentic super branded bag ::~~
:: authentic branded wallet ::
:: a relaxing spa session ::
~~:: a full pedicure ::~~
:: nicely rebonded hair ::
~~:: be a full time housewife ::~~
:: a lovely daughter ::
~~:: move in to our love nest ::~~
~~:: marrying a good man ::~~